Two and a half years after losing the love of my life, I'm coming out of the fog of early grief and taking a hard look at my life. I have three young children to care for on my own while also managing their grief. There is one person who understands what I've been through because he's been there, too, only his losses were far worse than mine. Whether he is ready for the things I want I have no idea, but I'm determined to find out.