A dark, edgy, voice-driven literary debut novel about twin sisters that explores body image and queerness as well as toxic diet culture and the power of sisterhood, love, and lifelong friendships.--Publisher's description.

Ellyn DeMoss, chef, café owner, and lover of butter, is hiding behind her extra weight. But what is she hiding? While Ellyn sees the good in others, she has only condemnation for herself. So when a handsome widower claims he is attracted to Ellyn, she is certain there's something wrong with him. Sabina Jackson, tall, slender, and exotic, left her husband, young adult daughters, and a thriving counseling practice to spend a year in Northern California...