Introduction: Thirty-four years --
Chapter 1. Backwards in heels : my story in reverse --
Chapter 2. Camouflage : hiding in plain sight --
Chapter 3. Life with the volume turned up : intense minds, intense ... everything --
Chapter 4. Executive, functioning : girls can be professors, too --
Chapter 5. Mythbusters : open heart emotion --
Chapter 6. The land of anywhere but here : predators and fandom families --
Chapter 7. The statue of Venus : friends, rules, and red high heels --
Chapter 8. So this is love : autism by gaslight --
Chapter 9. Hurts so good : our epidemic of self-harm --
Chapter 10. Semicolon : the story of a sisterhood.
