Hello I want to die please fix me: depression in the first person

Cataclysm

When you try to die and don't

Psych-ward sojourn

What, me depressed?

When diagnosis makes you crazy

Killing yourself is tougher than you'd think

Know thine enemy

Checking boxes

Suicide blues

Getting in trouble

A pill-popping parade

Good noticing!

Zapping, shocking, and burning your brain into submission

Brainiacs

A dry pharma pipeline

Old illness, new tricks : the electrode in your brain

Old illness, new tricks : from psychedelics to smartphones

Stigma and related bullshit

Through the cracks

Mental health is for rich people

Trying to heal the littlest minds

"More children do not have to die"

Race as barrier

Who you gonna call?

How to talk about what we talk about when we talk about wanting to die

Certifiable

Trust issues

First person afterword.